God, what do you want me to do?

Lord, I look into Your Word. And in it I see people that left everything. Absolutely everything that made them anything to becoming something in Your kingdom.

Some gave up their jobs. Some gave up their money. Some gave up their families. Some gave up their lives. All of them gave up their time.

However, though I can see what others did, I don’t know what to do myself.

I feel like You have a call on my life. I feel like You want all of me. But I’m not sure I can give You that.

What happens if I lose my job?

      What happens if I can’t follow through?

            What happens if a war breaks out?

                  What happens if the economy tanks?

                        What if I can’t take the stress?

I’ve worked so hard to build up my life. My bank account has finally gotten ahead. I finally feel I have some things figured out.

But I have never been in a place where I feel as empty as I do right now.

I feel like I’ve gained everything but I’ve lost you.

So, what Lord do I need to do? What are You asking me to do? Please Lord, I do not want to enter into Your presence one day and have to say to You, “I’m sorry I didn’t go with You”.

Help me to know what it means for me to respond to Your call.